Over the past several months I’ve been pondering the basic struggle we believers face, the same ones all serious seekers of Jesus contend with daily: The disparity between what we profess and how we actually live.
All the Bible “greats” wrestled with this same tension, super-saints like David and Paul. Then it hit me: “Hey, at least I’m trying; at least I want to be a man well-pleasing to God (of course we know that by God’s grace through faith in Christ alone we have been freely justified, declared righteous in God’s sight and are therefore perfectly pleasing to Him positionally — yippy and hallelujah!).
This heart-desire to be well-pleasing to the Lord is something God sees. I believe this is what David had and hence God’s declaration, despite many heinous shortcomings, that David was a man after His own heart (Psalms 32 and 51 are examples of why God thought this way of David).
I think intentions, transparency, and desire goes a long way in God’s eyes. He is aware of how difficult this life of faith is!
In his song “Hand of Kindness” Bob Bennett reminds us that God’s benevolent Hand is leading and blessing us all the time. He knows ours is a life of faith from beginning to end! In fact, I just recently came across a very candid statement made by Martin Luther which was quite encouraging: “Our faith is an astounding thing — astounding that I should believe him to be the Son of God who is suspended on the cross, whom I have never seen, with whom I have never become acquainted.”All this to say: Let’s take our walk with Jesus one day at a time, confessing our sins as we go, and silencing Satan’s accusing voice with the commands and promises of Scripture.